We will be together 9 years next month and 6 years married in March and we have a 5 year old son Please, help me find the spark before all hope is lost!! :'(
HERE IS A LITTLE MORE:
DS goes to bed at 8, DH comes hone AG 9:30/10:00. When he gets home, he will eat, watch soccer and then either go workout or we'll watch a show. But I have go be up at 4:30am for work so by the time he comes home, I'm practically ready for bed. I stay up to the point where my eyes are burning and I end up late to work just so that I can spend time with him.
I've tried talking to.him, but he just gets defensive and shuts down.
Big problem is that he wants to have sex! REALLY?!?!?! I want passion, I want to feel wanted. And not wanted in the sense of just getting your rocks off.
Work schedules suck! I leave when he and DS are sleeping and he gets home when I am finally ready to end my day. Then weekends come and for example this weekend: last night he did an overnight shift, came home at 5:45, went to sleep. DS and I got up and spent the morning out with my Dad. Then DH left for soccer and probably wont be home until later this evening and then tomorrow, he has soccer in the morning and then he is working tomorrow night. We don't really seem to exist on the weekends either. And the real kicker... I'm not the only one effected. DS is too! And now DS asks, "is Daddy playing soccer?" "Is Daddy going to work?" He knows Daddy isn't ever home. I'm at a loss here!!!