Hubby told me that he was going to bed, I was going to stay up and clean and pump more milk for the Squeak. I picked up laundry from the living room to take to the hamper and walk past the bedroom door and lo and be-freaking-hold- he's watching porn. For whatever reason my heart dropped into my stomach and I felt hurt. He's not even affectionate with me, and though I've offered to do things with him, he'd rather watch porn. I- being immature and bitchy- opened the door to get the things I need to shower and he deer in the headlight looked at me. I was like "bad timing" (knowing what Id seen) and he was like nope, just playing on my phone.
My feelings are hurt. I feel betrayed. I childishly sent him a text and said that said that he didn't have to lie to me and all, but my feelings are still hurt.
What the hell is wrong with me?