I feel like I am on an endless rollercoaster and there is no way of getting of. It's like one minute I love my SO, and father of my 7 week old son Xavier, to death and want to marry him so bad so I can have my family together. Then there are days I just don't feel like talking to him. But like the last few days I've felt hurt. I'm not a big V day fan but all I got was a happy valentines day text, like that's all I heard from him the whole day. Saturday he asked to come over today because he missed us so much an I replied saying let me check my family's schedule. Never got a reply till this morning I got a good morning. When I said it back I never got a reply and still haven't. I'll admit I wasn't excited to see him or have him over because I was feeling a little hurt but it's past 6 here and I've heard nothing. I love him but sometimes like now I feel like I try to be frustrated and almost cold toward him so I don't get hurt like this. I keep crying and I hate it and I feel like a big wishy washy girl.
Ok so I jut found out that he's been posting and talking to people in my family on Facebook. I do not have a Facebook but a family member asked if I was home Tuesday and when I asked why they said bf wants to know if he can come. No im never home Tuesday's because I'm volunteering every Tuesday and even like an hour after hearing this I still have no direct text from him! Idk if I'm overreacting or what
on Feb. 17, 2013 at 6:13 PM