so my husband has been battling cancer for almost a year and I'm sooo mad at my slef because I feel like the doctors have made to many mistakes and I should have known better I'm angry that my husband is on the verge of death and there is nothing I can do! how the hell do I explain to my six year old daughter that her world, the only man she knows as daddy is leaving her how should I feel knowing that my two year old won't have any memeory of such a wonderful man! and why did God decide that at 25 I could handle losing one of the best things he could have given me! I just feel like I should have known better and I wish I could tuen back the clock but I can't and it hurts like hell!!!! I just needed to vent this out if u don't like it keep scrolling please!
on Mar. 6, 2013 at 8:50 AM