I dont trust my husband anymore...& we just got married
Well the reason I dont trust my husband is because he got these apps where he could talk to woman & they send him dirty pics & messages. I found this on his phone & where several of them where texting him,but he told them he had a different name and race. We just got married in February & we are expecting our first child in July. We are in our early 20s and still in college. When i found this my whole world shattered & I stayed in the shower crying curled in a ball asking God why. How could he do this to me..hes a wonderful husband & hes loves our lil girl so much. I couldnt have ask for anything better. He found me crying in the shower & I couldnt look at him. I finally broke down & told him. He started to cry & say he was sorry. He told me the reason he did all that because he feltlonely since I started keeping to my self after we found out there was a good chance we could loose our daughter with my pregnancy,i lost my job because I was pregnant, & we are still struggling to make ends meet since we are only on one income,etc. It was just one stress after another. He admitied we needed to get back to church for the sake of our family & his faith wasnt strong any more. We are talking about finding a church & doing marriage counselling because he didnt want to loose me. I am struggling to forgive him & I love him dearly but its hard to even kiss him. How do you learn to trust again & feel ok to be near him. I dont want a rocky marriage or to even loose him..