I have been married for 4 and a half years. My marriage started out wonderful ( still is to some degree). My husband took my daughter under his wings and that's who she call "daddy". Shortly after we got married my husband lost his "good' job and it's been a downhill since then. We have been hanging on by a thread for a long time. I have resulted to selling our heirloom rings to make it through the month. I am now selling my car that I worked hard for. It seems as though my husband just can't seem to provide to his family. When I bring up my frustrations he makes me feel guilty. 1)He was sick for a good part last year 2)Had a hard time finding a job. I am at a point where I'm not sure I'd like to be with him. I love him to death but it's been like this now for four year.
About 6 months ago I met a wonderful guy. We started out as friends and now he seems to show interest in me. He is someone I could see myself with. He is a neuro surgeon at a hospital and is well known in the neuro community.
I am torn between my husband and this man. Part of me wants to believe it will get better between my husband and I, part of me is tired of living paycheck to paycheck (not even that) and having someone unreliable to depend on.
on Mar. 28, 2013 at 7:41 PM