9 times out of Ten when you go looking you will find.. Whats in the Dark comes to Light
My heart is heavy. My bf of eight years has a lock on his phone but if he falls asleep with a movie play I go in for the kill and generally find something everytime. Some things are minor and some are major. Tonight was major. Kind of sums up why I been having all these problems since 2012. Apparently his ex reached out to him and they have been exchanging feeling since October last year on and off and making phone calls. NOthing describe as to a meet ups ( she actually stated she is upset they cant hangout) apparently her husband got her phone records and even involved my bf mom to get info. Crazy his mom even knew and never mention to me. But he wonders why I don't care for his mom too much. Apparently the ex still talks to his family. I am just heart broken. I keep reading the emails I forwarded to myself for evidence over and over again. I know when people go thru things ppl tend to find someone to reach out to . Apparently they both were looking for an outlet thru their misery... The things he said about regretting leaving her or thinking about her daily etc etc.. will always love her ..etc etc. but you speak to her in October but propose to me in dec 2012... that has been put on hold but I am in shock.. Usually I would wake him up and scream and I decided to wake him up and tell him I seen stuff in his phone and before I blow up he needs to go upstairs in bed so I can be alone downstairs. I briefly told him what I say... ( emails with him and his ex) and I am downstairs bout to loose it.. cant sleep with a cup of vodka in my hand. I even thought about emailing the girl but hey.. it takes two and he allowed it .. she actually said she would keep her distance while going through her marriage issue but still Is wanting him at some point in her life is god willing.. blah blah.. I don't want another women to know she hurt me... Lord give me strength and wisdom... Help ladies...
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