He would probably hate me. We probably wouldn't be together. I have amazing patience. I love him. But I am beginning to realize that I don't like him anymore. He is selfish and unkind. I am pregnant, and I take care of OUR 2 year old all by myself, do 100% of the housework, work and go to school. He gets to sleep in. When I ask him to get up and spend time with us he tells me he needs his rest. HE needs his rest??? I am exhausted. It's not that I don't ask for help, I do. But it usually turns in to a fight. I can't believe how my life has turned out. If I had had a glimpse into my future when we first got together, I don't think I would have ever dated him. So unhappy. And sad. I'm angry at him and I'm angry at myself for putting up with this. No one in my life sees. According to my family he is an amazing husband and father. Ugh.
on May. 3, 2013 at 11:25 AM