Diagnosed with major depression. Is it my marriage?
I've been unhappy with my husband since he first cheated one me August 2010. We were Married April 30 2010.
Everything's gone down hill from there. Lots of time has gone by but I still feel unhappy and deep down I haven't forgave him. I think about it everyday.
At one point I left my husband but missed him and we got back together a few months later. We did counseling, but nothing came of it afterwards.
My husband is a good man, he made a mistake, and hasn't slipped since and you'd think that I should be over it by now and just be happy with my husband. But I'm not. He absolutely devastated me and I see it every time I look at him.
Everyone tells me I should just be happy that I have a good father for my children and a good husband. So why am I not?
What do I do? I don't know if this is really my depression, or if its my marriage causing depression.