I hate this divorce and what makes it worse is that my ex is such an ass hole I can't even tell people how heart broken I am. Because they would think I am nuts.
And that is so hard. I love that man so much. It hard to move on .
He has been so horrid to me but I can't help it I still love him.
And it's so much harder not being able to express that to anyone in real life.
I look so composed on the out side I have to I have no choice.
But I am dying on the inside.
Sorry ladies tonight is not a good night :(