My husbands like to watch porn when I am not home and when we have sex. I dont like when he watches it. He asks if it bugs me and i say no but it really does. I dont want him to get mad becuase i tell him i dont want to watch it. I know i dont have the body I used to after having 2 kids. I just am not interested in him. I dont want sex or anything from him just a massage. I know i get depressed and maybe that is what it is. I feel like we dont know eachother at all. Even if we have been together for 5 years and amrried for 3 years. But he dont want me to be put on meds for it. I know smoking cigarettes helps, but he dont want me to do that either. I need Advice on what to do.