I can't deny it any longer..... :( (Desperately needed vent)
I have tried and tried to deny the fact that my husband is verbally abusive and just a horrible father. No matter what I do, I am called lazy, a b****, and a horrible wife. The kids are constantly being yelled at because they 'misbehave'. Nothing any of us do is good enough for my husband unless we are following his visions of the perfect family.
Today he was yelling at our 9 month old because she was crying. She was in her playpen and woke up from a nap. All she wanted was to be picked up but instead he yelled at her, telling her that he wished he could scream loud enough to irritate her and hurt her ears. Then he was saying I was being a b****, an a**hole, and a horrible wife because I was telling him all he had to do was pick her up.
He is beginning to go too far with his anger, and I am beginning to believe I am running out of choices. If things continue this way, and if he continues to act the way he does, I am not going to have any choice but to leave him. Even though he has said that if I do then he will either take the kids from me, or he will have joined custody, and him being mean to the kids is the main reason why I would be leaving.
I love this man to death. He mean the world to me. But my children mean so much more. God help us...