But I'm not a stupid girl, i hear about abuse and i have noticed he has a bad side. Im so confused and dont know if I'm over reacting.
He is going way too fast and is madly in love with me, he always says I'm his only family, the only person he has, and he will kill me if i leave him or cheat him. I think he's joking about killing me though.
He doesn't trust my guy friends and says i always get too drunk and then put myself in bed situations with other guys.
Im always having to watch what i say because he gets angry very easily.
He rings, texts and mails me all the time and if i dont answer he freaks out asking where i am, he even mailed my best friend one night cause i didn't answer the phone for 20 minutes as i was talking with my brother. That was so embarrassing.
He got angry when i told him how many guys i slept with, its not that many i dont think and he freaked out when he seen pictures on my phone with other guys. He criticises my family because they dont like him.
This is so hard, i really like him and he can be such a sweetheart but this behaviour is stressing me out.
I want to know if anyone on this had any advise got maybe changing him or explaining to him his behaviour is too much without making him angry. I have no one to talk to cause everyone i would say this too would just say leave. Its easy to say leave when its not you in the situation, it would kill him if i left him but i dont wanna leave him anyways.