I feel like Im on the verge of losing it tonight. My freaken boyfriend does things to taunt me and purposfully piss me off. He hasnt talked to me since noon today, when I told him that I wasn't going to clean out the vacuum that has been upstairs for ayear, that ONLY HIS kids use, and they have never emptied, and I told him it can stay full until he wants to show them how to do.(Im not allowed to tell his kids to do aynthing and especially NOT his brat 16 year old daughter) I had my reasons for this, and to be honest with all of you, its bc his fucking kids are lazy and do things half ass. He freaked out and came home and yelled at me outside while I was in the garage doing stuff, saying "this is why ill be out of his house" I told him he never tells his kids what I say and he would never have them do it, and that was my reasoning. So you know what he did??? He went inside and emptied the vacuum cleaner, like i figured, it's too much to ask to have him show his kids how to do somethig THAT I sugguest. So he left again, and hasnt returned or said anything since. And its 10:45 PM here. So this guy is staying out with NO respect to me, to say ANYTHING. NOTHING. I want advice to bring me back to reality and to realize that he is a loser and I need to try my hardest to not be pist when he comes home, but rather get over him.--somehow, before he comes home and I can ignore him.
It just never hurts any less when this happends.