I never thought that my husband and I would have a child together. He has two from is previous marriage. This is both of ours second marriage. We have known each other for 10 years, together for 6, married for almost 3 years. We promised each other that no matter what happens, we would work things out between us. So I ended up getting pregnant with my first child and we both were scared. We were doing fine, fought about money, but who doesn't lol. I would ask him for help with names and help me with going though the baby items that were give to us. He said a few weeks ago that he didn't really want another child. Our alone time keep decreasing, cuddles were not all the time, but when we would, I felt love. Well last week we went to visit his sick grandpa, it was hard. We get back, to our home and get ready to go to the ultrasound appointment. We find out that we're having a girl, I was happy, he was indifferent. We told his family and mine that day. The. Wednesday after work, I come home and I go to give him a hug and kiss, he pulls away and says not now. I was shocked. We had dinner with his mom and dad that night, after dinner we got to our room to talk. He looks at me and said the words that we swore to one another never to say. He wants a divorce. I was shocked, he just said that he loves me, but doesn't love me, he feel in love with another woman and that all they have done is talk. All I could do was look at him and said "what? Why?" He said "it's done". I even said how about we do counseling, said no he is done, but will wait till the baby is born to file the paperwork. After that, he left to stay with his sister and I'm in a state with just friends and a wonderful job that I love. He says I need to stay here so he can be a part of the baby's life that it's important to him. I am so alone and scared, it's hard to look at things and see him and myself together. I don't know how I'm going to raise my daughter, how I can make it with my small check from work. I just don't know what to do. I can hardly eat now, every time I now get sick.
on Jul. 19, 2014 at 3:22 PM