I'm new to this site, and to online chat groups in general. I've come looking for support and a place to release my thoughts and emotions. I'm a Christian woman who has been married for 8 years and have an 8 month old son. My husband revealed to me on June 8th, just days after our wedding anniversary, that he had an affair for the first 5 months of our son's life. It was with a woman who works for us and who knows myself and our son. They were invested emotionally with each other and had sex "5 or 6 times".
I have agreed to not disclose this to any of our friends or family out of respect for my husband and our marriage. But, I am still heartbroken and stuggle daily with how to get over this. We attend couples counseling 2-3 times per month and I am praying all the time, but it's very hard to feel like I am cared about and supported through all of this because I can't talk about it with anyone.
It's very unlike me to reveal this much about myself and my life, especially to complete strangers in an online group, but I just don't know where else to go. Would you happen to know of any Christian support groups online? Or even if there is an infidelity support group on this site?
Thank you for your time and consideration.