I am sooooo tired. I get depressed because we can't own anything, go anywhere. I cant even go to the Dr. because I Fallon cant be without me. I have been in constant pain for months and now I have started having tremors.So I finley set a Dr. apt. I am so stressed about going to the Dr. tomarrow that I can't sleep eventhough Fallon kept me up all night last night.
I ask the older kids for help and they dont want to help with her any more than she wants them to help her. Everything is a massive battle. I ask my husban for help and he is at a loss for what to do. I tryed school, respit, therapies and all that was acomplished was she is now harder to deal with she is way more clingy and she screams and melts down considerably more . Is this it? Am I the only one who can do anything? what about my other children? what about the baby who needs me? this isn't fair to anyone and I have no way of making things better.
all this and she is only 5