venting, not sure what to do..
So start with things getting tight back in August between moving and letting a friend stay with us to help them get back on their feet... She screwed us over on rent n groceries... Ended up having to take out an installment loan to get by... Things seemed to be settling down in November... So in December I make the stupid decision of getting a tax advance cuz I volunteered to host Christmas at my house... A week after Christmas my new boss cuts my hours from 40 a week to 12 a week.. my husbands job cuts his hours after the holidays too.. sigh. I'm starting to get my hours back because the guy who was my boss got demoted for sucking as a manager. The last few weeks I have been working at 2 different stores for the same company to try to get my hours but I just feel like the manager at my home store wants to find a reason to fire me because his wife doesn't like me for something that a girl who hasn't been my friend for over a year did to her about 5 months ago. Currently I don't know how to pay my electric cuz it is double what it normally is, and with being so behind lately we have been depending on our daughter's SSI, well she is getting almost nothing for February becuz of a bonus my husband got in December.
And speaking of SSI, I received a letter from them today saying they need to review our case to see if we r still eligible and that something does not match the states computer reported income, but I have sent in our pay stubs every month. It says also to have the listed information with me when I call or come in but the section under info to have is blank. It also mentions to sign a form if my husband or me will not be available, but there was not a form included. The letter really made no sense what so ever. I'm probably stressing over nothing. I plan to go to the office in the morning...
I plan to pay off all of our unnecessary bills when we get our taxes and I have been considering quitting my job... I was passed up for the manager position for a guy who had barely been with the company long enough to be out of the probationary period when I have been a loyal employee for almost 2 years. The guy is the person who cut my hours, and his boss did chew him a new one for that because he had no legitimate reason to cut my hours. I feel so stressed no matter what, I used to love my job and now I feel like I have to watch my back on anything and everything I do. I just know if I can't pull myself out of this depression, that I will make things worse for myself :(
Sorry for typos and such, I'm posting from a cell. And if anyone actually reads this, thanks for caring