I thought today was going to be a good day. It wasn't exactly bad though... Jas was pretty calm this morning, and dh let me sleep in a little. Last night was the first time in about 48 hours that I was able to eat. I had some kind of stomach bug :( I also worked last night so I wasn't able to grocery shop like I had originally planned. So I decide I'll just buy some food for dinner tonight and cat food today, because the poor kitties ran out of food last night. Yes I am spoiled and I normally do not have to take Jas with me to the grocery store. I decide to be nice to my dad's wife and offer her to go to the store with me since Jas is going I figure having my step sister might be a good distraction. Man was I wrong!!! For almost a year Jas has had no problems in the grocery store, but today I had to catch her twice. Once I had to run at a dead sprint, and I'm fat :( after having to catch her the 2nd time she wasn't allowed back out of the cart. It's like my step sister brings out the worse in my daughter, sigh... Maybe I just suck at getting my kid to listen to me.. sigh.. on top of it all I found myself comparing my parenting to my dad's wife... She is so much more patient with Jasmine on certain things and I'm starting to feel like a crappy mom today.
on Feb. 15, 2013 at 5:19 PM