I just found out a few days ago im pregnant. Obviously its still early. Im beyond shocked since I had to see an infertility dr to have my son. So many things are going thro my head. I have a 2.5yr with aspergers. Im exhausted by him at the end of most days. Drs said hes probably adhd as well. In the past month ive been in the hospital 2x for kidney stones as well. They gave me pregnancy test each time I was in the hospital. .all negative. So I had a ct 3wks ago (im about 4wks pregnant). I was given morphine too since the pain was insane. With all the stress lately and 2 negative pregnancy testin hhospital I figured my period was late from stress. Nope. I took 2 home pregnancy test and saw my dr who took a blood test. Im pregnant. Im so afraid to be happy. Im scared this baby will have health issues like my son. The colic, reflux, asthma etc etc. The first year and half he was always in the hospital. Now between his therapy and meetings with the school district to get him into a special ed preschool im exhausted and over whelmed. Im beyond grateful tho to be pregnant. Ive been the woman and I know women who would love to be pregnant and are struggling. Again my feelings are all over the place. I hope this post doesn't sound or make me look like a crazy ungrateful b*tch. Any advice or maybe a little support would go a long way. Thank you!
on Apr. 16, 2013 at 9:01 PM