I know it's something that no one likes to think or talk about but let's face it.......we all have to answer that call home to glory some day. We try to be responsible parents and prepare for the what if's in life. Our family motto is "we all we got" because we are literally all that we have. We have no family/friend support system and no one in this world that we trust with our kids especially our Special K because he may never be able to survive in this world alone. Do any of you other moms every deal with this feeling that you are afraid to die because of what may happen to your special needs child? I know that no parent wants to out live their child but I honestly feel that it's the only way that my soul could ever rest in peace. Am I wrong for feeling this way? I know that none of us know the time nor the hour we will receive that call but I am fear for my sons well being and I don't want his little brother to have to give up his life and his dreams to care for his big brother.
on Jul. 25, 2013 at 12:24 AM