Hitting is all Ryan seems to do to me. I feel like I could join a battered mom group. I'm 7mo pregnant and he will go right for my belly. I won't hit him. I've taken him to his drs and they all mentioned Meds and added ADHD to his diagnosis list. He will be 3yr in a month. I'm not doing meds...right now. He throws things at me, kicks, slaps, pinches etc to me. His dad gets it as does my mil but I get the most abuse obviously. I put him in time out. I've taken the advice of you moms and no improvement but I'm not giving up I will continue my time out for 3 min and explain why he's in time out. I'm just feeling done. I have sooo much I'm supposed to be doing. I'm applying for ssi and respite care. I've been applying for a grant for an iPad for him since I can't afford one. My mom came over as brought her iPad and for 40min Ryan smiled, looked at me and was happy. He was playing a matching game. My mom put an app on her iPad for him. I was so happy I cried lol. I have his iep meetings and drs appts. I work just 2 days but it's an exhausting job at the animal shelter. Oh not to mention I'm trying to prepare for this new little boy to come in 2 months. My dh is supportive but all of Ryan's therapies and all the research is on me. I feel like I'm failing Ryan. There's soo much to learn and soo many things he needs and I'm just falling behind I think. His aggression is worse daily and I'm honestly nervous how he will treat the baby as are his drs. I just get over whelmed telling drs how aggressive and angry my son is. It's exhausting just to talk about if that makes sense. Well I'm done for now complaining. Thanks for reading ladies. Just needed to vent I suppose.