We're getting the diagnosis today
I'm not even sure how I feel about it all. I'm not going to the appointment, my husband is, because we decided that I tend to be too emotional about it all and it wouldn't be helpful for me to be a sobbing mess in the doctor's office. But after more than a month of testing, I guess I'm just ready to hear what they have to say. It is bizarre, I've known for over a year, I've been pretty comfortable with it, but now that we are getting a formal diagnosis, I'm a mess. I think I just needed to share it with people that would understand.