sad that things are so hard for Sam.
Sad that he has difficulty regulating his emotions. He blew up at school today at a kid for bumping into him. With his sensory defesniveness Im sure it felt like an assault, but, UGH.. He just freaks OUT! And then cant calm himself down.
After he does calm down, he is usually in a bad mood... And much like everyone else in a bad mood, things set him off easier... And he "leaks" anger... Grumbles, eye rolls, refusals on tasks that are slightly difficult.. Cause he is already "done".
I HATE that all this is SO hard for him. It just makes me sad.
He is my only child. I enjoy seeing him happy. giggley.
He woke up singing on Friday (when there was no demand for school, or holiday) he was sooo happy to have "a day" .... Sigh... I wish he could be that more often...
All this stress on him and on me.. Its just exhausting. Im tired of always getting emails, phone calls texts from school. Im tired of reading book after book, seeing Dr after Dr.
Im not THIS strong... Why does HE think I am?