I did the right thing..why the guilt??
Well one of my sons therapists is a wonderful person and my son does well with her but she is late everyday and is always canceling on me. When she is late she doesnt stay the extra 15-20 mins she was late either. She still has not sat down and tried to work out a schedule to make up the missed sessions. I've spoken to her a few times about being late all the time and canceling and still it happens every week.
Yesterday she text me at 8am and said it snowed a little and she's afraid to drive. Ok I can understand that even though we didn't even get an inch of snow. Fast forward to 10am same day. She calls and leaves me a message that says "the roads are better so I can drive but I'm going to go this meeting INSTEAD!!!! What the hell? I rely on all of his therapists to be here when they are supposed to be and spend the allotted amount of time with him that he needs and that we pay for. I understand people have lives and things happen but every week and on the days my son is supposed to have therapy with her?
Well I called her supervisor today and explained this had been ongoing since Sept and I do not feel like my sons progress seems important to her. This was in no way personal because I like her as a person this is about doing what's best for my son. The therapist also warned me that the winter was a rough time for her and all I could think was shes going to stop showing up constantly.
In my heart I know what I did was right and in the best interest of my son but why do I still feel bad and guilty?