So, my fears of Hunter not being able to handle being around even a few kids would set him off, has finally shown itself. My dad and I had to help watch my sister's two boys (6 and 2 years old) all week. The 6 year old spent Thursday night with us. Yesterday, Hunter just couldn't take it anymore. He had a meltdown all afternoon. We finally took the kids to my mom's and got Hunter to settle. Today, its back again to flapping and freaking out. I honestly believe my decision is in the best interest of my little family. I am rather excited to finally be making this decision and going through it.
As of March 8th, I will have my tubes tied and be a little happier and hopefully healthier. For now, please send good vibes and prayers for us. Hunter is having quite an off day which is rough for both of us.