Sometimes it really irritates me that because my son has autism, people say things like oh well you should go to this and that support group for autism. Or I have other mothers trying to remother what they would do or say for my son and suggesting to me all kinds of activities for "therapy" And sometimes I just wanna say no I'm good....really. It's not like I signed up for this when I got pregnant that someday I would not be a normal person but instead filling days with school and therapies. Sometimes I miss no offense, just me..not autism mom to the rescue.
Sometimes I feel crazy because lately I'm weepy and tired for no apparent reason. I will go through the whole day happy then sudden tears coming down my face.(perimenopause booo!) I guess my body needs a release whether I would admit it or not. Yesterday I decided whether anyone liked it I just was going to stop talking stop thinking stare out the window of the passenger side and just be for awhile. Sometimes I want to Just say ok I QUIT in protest without really doing so. Does this happen to you?