I stayed home for a while, then DH and I were separating. Well, our marriage is better, and we both feel that, for our family, it's best to stay home. I'm really excited, but, I love my job (most days). I love the people I work with. I love my patients. This is so hard for me, even though I really do want to stay home, and it helps that DH really wants it too. (Probably more than me, lol)
My resignation isn't even going to be effective until August, unless they find someone sooner. I just feel...I don't know. Sad.
It's very bittersweet for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm looking forward to homeschooling next year. I can't wait to feel like my house is finally back in order (sometimes...HA!) I have sewing/crochet/scrapbooking projects piled up that I will have more time for. I know that it won't all get done, because, best of all, I'll have more time for my family.
I know I'm rambling, but...I'm just full of mixed emotions right now. I just remember Wyatt (5) looking at me and saying that I never have time to do anything with him anymore. That's all the encouragement I need that I'm doing the right thing. My family needs me far more than some job.
I know this post doesn't convey it, but I really am excited. Just a little sad too.