I am so frustrated with not only myself but my 5yo. She does not seem to be learning . No matter what I do she just does not seem to get it . That is where I am frustrated with my self, I feel I am failing her. I am frustrated with her becuase she does not seem to want to listen , and then when I ask her something she just makes stuff up . Today we did not start school untill late because no one was feeling well and hubby's schedule changed for the day . Well we sat down and I was having her work on a "Cat" lap book I had put together. There was a page for her to trace the alphabet letter by letter. I asked her to tell me what letter she was writing and what sound it made, she again just started making stuff up so I yelled, she cried and now I feel like CRAP!
I took her aside and told her I was sorry and that I should never yell at her then took the girls outside to blow bubbles and scribble on the sidewalk with chalk.
I think I need to re-evaluate everything now. I honestly do not feel she is learning and I do not know what to do ! UGGGGGGG I feel like a failure and a horrible mom !