I've been thinking about my health and homeschooling and I may have to stop homeschooling, move and send ds back to public school :-( I dont want to because I hate the public school system and all they claim to be about but really arent. At the same time I spent the entire day thursday stuck in bed having to take 2 trips to the ER and my pain never going below a 7 plus at home pain meds, ontop of it i've got stomach biopsy in may and 2 weeks later I have to get a renal stint put in. I feel like me being sick all the time is taking away from his learning. He learns a lot about medicine and health but that isnt going to get him where he needs to be to succeed as an adult. On the days I do feel good he either is rebelling and doesnt want to do any work (including baking or digging for bugs), or he takes forever to get motivated to do it. I dont want to give up at homeschooling but at the same time, how will he learn anything if my stupid body hates me and constantly keeps bringing up crap to hurt me. I just dont know what to do anymore, my head is spinning and I feel like total rear both physically, mentally, and emotionally. gah!