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I feel like such a failure...

Posted by on Jul. 12, 2012 at 5:08 PM
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I homeschooled my dd for preschool, sent her to public school for K and did virtual school last year for first grade. Last year was a total disaster. My dd has a problem with being quiet after being told repeatedly to be quiet, I can stick her in corners, take things away...she will keep on talking & interrupting during teaching time, she otherwise is a well behaved near perfect acting child. I have a four year old that can be a monster tyrant. If I stick her in a corner she won't stand in it, she will drop & flailing, I take her things away she will just scream, if she doesn't want to do something she just won't do it she just screams, she screams if I try & put her down for a nap or make her pick up her toys. I don't want to send them to public school, for religious, moral, everything reasons...but its just a nightmare. I also have an anxiety disorder I'm on edge & get panic attacks. I have to be able to teach my daughters but not only will they not listen long enough for me to teach them something they fight with each other CONSTANTLY. I can't get my youngest to nap or to do any activity by herself for even a five minute period to do any lessons with my oldest. Then she doesn't listen I end up getting agrivated & yelling & then she ends up crying. I feel so terrible, I feel like a terrible teacher & a horrible mother. Not to mention the only supportive person about me homeschooling is my dh we have the same values but our families have to put their two cents in about us homeschooling, the kids socializing. I'm so discouraged & feeling terrible.
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bluerooffarm
by Gold Member on Jul. 12, 2012 at 5:31 PM
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 I may have advice after a few questions, but first....

Hugs!!! You are NOT a failure.  You can do this. 

They are 4 and 6?  Do you live in a strict state or lose?  Can you teach them together for say history, science, art, and music?  My boys do science altogether (3,5,&7).

sourflower
by on Jul. 12, 2012 at 6:03 PM
They are 7yrs & 4yrs. I'm in Georgia, from what I can tell so far it doesn't seem to be super strict but I REALLY need to study the laws here more. I just moved here 2 months ago from Florida & we were doing a public virtual school there. Yeah, I can probably do those subjects with them together. I like a loose fun approach with those subjects (public school curriculum & schedule didn't make that possible last year) I'm just so worried I'm going to break my poor 7yr old's spirit after having yelled so much. I tried to have a talk with her today about being quiet & listening when told too & encouraging her in her reading but telling her she has to stop & pay attention to sounding out the letters from left to right & not too rush through & she ended up crying, she's so sensitive, she thought she was in trouble I didn't yell & told her she wasn't in trouble but I guess my tone sounded irritated so I let her & her sister go play in their room & they start fighting. Oldest wants to watch a movie & youngest wants to play & I told the youngest I'm not going to force her sister to play with her to which she throws a HUGE tantrum & then I end up yelling at.bothof them at this point because its like all heck is breaking loose. I feel so bad I've been crying since. Then my oldest brings me a picture telling me how sorry she is, to which I tell her its mommy's fault, I lost my patience because I was irritable & overwhelmed & that she didn't do anything wrong. I just feel so awful...
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bluerooffarm
by Gold Member on Jul. 12, 2012 at 6:19 PM

 My 7 yo CANNOT be quiet.  So we do absolutely everything in question format.  He can pretty much stay quiet long enough for me to ask him what he knows about a subject.  When he has finally talked himself out of the topic, I have him read about it aloud to me and younger brothers.  Let's take language arts.  I'll ask him what's a noun and he'll go on for a while about it'd a person place or thing and gives me examples.  Then I'll have him read me a poem (in a sleeve) and circle each of the nouns he sees.  Sort them into person place or thing.  Then I'll find an idea and ask him if it's a noun.  He says yeah, but can't figure out what group to put it into.  While he's thinking, I'll have the five year old name a couple nouns or rhyme with the last word we found.  When Zave can't hold back his tongue anymore he'll say he gives up and we'll talk about ideas.  He goes off to make a page in his language arts binder about nouns.  While the 3 and five yos help me find the school house rock about nouns.  We watch it until they can just about sing it (just cause they like it).  Then we grab something new.

Also have you tried any books on tape with your youngest?  My 3 yo will sit with ear phones on and listen to one book which buys me about 15 minutes of quiet time with the oldest.

Remember that it will just keep getting easier in the way of attention span and tantrums.

Usually a tantrum is their way of explaining something to us that they have no words for. 

sourflower
by on Jul. 12, 2012 at 6:49 PM
Thank you so much for all that. :)
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AllThatBabyJazz
by Bronze Member on Jul. 12, 2012 at 11:05 PM
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Hugs
Boobah
by Nikki :) on Jul. 13, 2012 at 7:07 AM
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My kids are almost 7 and 3 (and a newborn) and have the exact same attitudes. ((((hugs)))) that is something we are currently working on.
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jgattis
by on Jul. 13, 2012 at 9:11 AM
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Hi dear!

My first advice is to check out the laws in GA.  Make sure you are in compliance with all those for your state first and foremost! wink mini

My next piece of advice....at this age, is there a reason why you feel the need for them to be quiet to learn?  I don't mean to sound rude and I hope that I'm not coming across that way....I only mean to be supportive and full of hope and advice. smile mini

There are so many activities you can do where the kids can be loud and active and still learn.  Check out your local parks and see if they have nature trails.  Take the kids on walks there and see how many of the local wildlife species you can identify (loudly! haha!!).  Make it a game.  If you see a lizard....shout it out!  If it's a bird...whisper....  If it's a squirrel...SHOUT!!!  If it's a chipmunk....whisper....  You get the idea.  If someone makes the wrong sound, that person has to make a monkey noise or a cow noise or something of the sort.

You can take them outside...or even set it up in a playroom or living room...and learn letters (or words for your older child).  They have their back to the room while you scatter papers with the words (or letters) on them around the room.  Then, you step back and call out a word.  The children turn around quickly and race to find the word.  You can give prizes for the child who finds the most words.

There are SO many activities you can do with the children that facilitate learning but don't require them to be quiet.  Perhaps you just have active learners.  There's nothing in the world wrong with that! smile miniMy son loves to lie on the couch with his feet/legs where your back should be and his back/head where your legs/bottom should be during reading time (I have a pic of that somewhere but can't put my hands on it right now.)  My oldest daughter....well....this pic speaks for itself.....

She doesn't do all her reading while hula-hooping but, she was tired of sitting still and needed some movement.

Good luck in finding a method that works for your little ones!!  And....have fun in the process!!! big smile mini

KickButtMama
by Shannon on Jul. 13, 2012 at 9:27 AM
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HUGS! As the other have touched on, you are NOT a failure. They are still very young. It sounds to me to be a combination of lack of maturity (normal for those ages) and, well, working you for lack of a better term.

Sometimes I think of kids like sharks. They can sent blood and fear from a mile away. If you give up, or scream, or give in to their screaming, then they see screaming as an effective tool for getting your compliance. It's like Pavlovs dog, if you ring a bell everytime you feed a dog, then eventually if you just ring the bell the dog will salivate. If they scream, and get their way, then they will always scream in order to get their way.

I couldn't care. Less if my youngest flailed while in time out, as long as he didn't leave his thinking corne. If he left it, then he would be put back and the timer would be restarted. I think the longest he ever spent in time out was 2 hours, he was testing my mettle to see if I would follow through.. I don't spank, and I don't scream, though I have my drill sargents voice that is very firm.

But here's the thing. I've learned so much from my special needs child, about how to effectively communicate with my boys and good expectations. I can not expect a 5 y/o to act 25 and sit quietly for a lecture. No matter how interesting the material, it is just against their nature to do that. So I can't then be frustrated that they don't meet that unrealistic expectation.

Now, I have an anxiety issue as well. So I know how it can mess with your mind. But sit quietly and really analyze what you hope your kids get out of schooling. NOT what you hope the world outside your family thinks (like meeting state standards or whatever), just really think it. On the day after the kids graduation, what are your top things you hope they have taken away from the experience?

Here are my things, ese work FOR US.

Behavior Bucks - http://www.cafemom.com/group/114079/forums/read/16866109/Behavior_Bucks
This post defines exactly what our HS is like - http://www.cafemom.com/group/114079/forums/read/16483391/Defining_Our_Homeschool_piog

Hang in there!

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chbamb2001
by on Jul. 13, 2012 at 11:51 AM
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I live in GA and it is a fairly "loose" state so far. All I have to do is provide the equivalent of 180, 4 1/2 hour days of instruction for my child in the areas of language arts, math, science, social studies, reading, wrting, and some other thing. I have to submit a monthly attendance form at the end of each month and that is all. At end of her third grade year, she is required to take the CRCT test but I keep those results, not the school.

As for teaching the kids together, I find (I have a 5 year old and 2 year old) that it works to my advantage to teach together where possible. As for discipline, they are just now entering the "fighting" stage. I used to be an advocate of spanking and will spank if necessary but have found a technique that works for me - the calm down corner as seen on LifeTime's America's Super Nanny. It is not for the faint of heart. No matter how long or loud the child screams, they stay put until they can be quiet for three minutes (3 min regardless of age).As the parent, you cannot back down or give in. It is a power play between you and the child. My  2 year old was in it for an hour the first time we used it. Now, all I have to say, is "this is your warning" and he immediately (sometimes) complies. You only give ONE warning and then you follow through without fail. Consistency is the secret ingredient in any discipline. I used this in public at the checkout lane and it worked! The calm down corner was in front of the soft drinks. My 5 year old was running around and I gave her a warning. She thought I couldn't do anything, but I showed her. I put her in front of the cabinet and set my timer on my phone. She got the message. You have to be consistent which is easier said than done at times, I know. 

 Kids know when we are tired and stressed and always seem to choose that time to want to get their way. Stand strong and you will see a huge difference in no time at all.

You are NOT a failure. You are a mom. <<<<<<HUGS>>>>>>>>

FLORIDAmom850
by on Jul. 13, 2012 at 4:03 PM

 HOW WAS vIRTUAL SCHOOL?WHAT DO YOU PERFER VIRTUAL OR HOMESCHOOL???  YOU ARE NOT TERRIBLE. REMEMBER U ARE THE MOM.DICIPLINE THEM.YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO LOUISE HAYHOUSE!! i ,<3 HER  GO TO HER WEBSITE.  PRAYING FOR U AND WISH YOU LUCK!!

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