We where suppossed to start trying in november...then...december...then april...then..May.. Now its a year. Its not me that keeps putting it ahead its him, he wants kids but he wants time with me first. i guess..
im just so tired of it, my facebook keeps blowing up with pregnancy announcements, sonograms and photos of newborns. While im happy for them, i am so jelouse. Im a stay at home wife and have my own online business which is...suprise a baby business...so every day i only have time on my hands.. which has resulted me to think of anything to try to fill the avoid...dogs, cats...bunnies.. Ofcourse it isnt working..
Anyone have any ideas how to get over this... We already bought a crib, swing, car seat and stroller, there just sitting in our spare room. i keepgetting mad and just want to sell it all and tell him i dont want kids..
:( its 5 am here still..so ill check back later.. im going to go back to bed.