Imma make this as short and to the point a possible I'm the youngest of three my bro is well off nice house five children.My sis lives comfortably with her partner.They have the same father.I on the other hand am my dads only child.MY MOMMA!! Is an alcoholic she use to abuse drugs to when they we're younger she gave my siblings to family members whom raised them and they grew up in peaceful environment.Me No my dad was well off but my momma wouldn't let him have me she need me to get the state check and child support. Finally at 14 yrs I was given to my dad but to no avail momma had to come to.she had never changed still abusing her body with that stuff.Well she got a settlement dad loss his job of like 33 yrs.Momma was out no sharing her money.I was a pregnant teen I went with a friend no way I was going with mom.I'm all grown up own apt and momma lives with me again this is the second time. She Always finds me she's nt doing the drugs like before but she still drinks and smokes I hate both habits I always yelling no smoking in my house my eldest has asthma and I hate cigarette smoke ughh!! As soon as I'm not looking or am sleep she smoking in da house no respect. When I start yelling and screaming she says I'm disrespectful.Besides the substance abuse she's a freaking HORDER she has takin ova my babygirls closet she has bags in my livingroom I dont have a lot of storage room in my apt.Anyway I've said that I hit hard times and I have to move by the twentieth my plan is to go away for a few days and change locks on doors. Another thing she gets money from the state every month never hlps me out with rent or offers me any of her foodstamps to get food she just drinks it all up and I believe get high on occasion when its all gone she comes back to my house eat,drink, and cook up my food.I'm just tired I want her out.She can go ' hme which is in VA I Keep saying Ill purchase the bus ticket I love my mom I swear I do but I don't want my kids growing up seeing and going through what I did especially if its not even there own mom doing it its my job to protect them and I feel this is harsh but its going to work.My mom would neva go to my siblings and do this especially not my brother.She always seeks me out. I'm Always not a good daughter if I don't hlp her when she sick cuz she needs a drink every morn. I Dnt feel sorry for her she made this bed she has to lay in it hlp am I a bad daughter.?
on Jul. 14, 2012 at 10:56 AM