I just find out that it's 19th week... i had one sonogram & i don't want to go to ob/gyn in the nest 50days. is it ok? I was shocked to see how huge this fetus is & couldn't stop crying. When i get home i see that b/f's hoarding is out of control. it's bad. i'm scared of sharp objects everywhere. i cry again. he doesnt want to clean up. he says i'm never nice. I planned to see a dentist to fix my smile but any experience with any dentist was horrible. i must get my teeth redone. but when? on the 21st week? i'm afraid of shots and such. Since b'f/s hoarding bothers me i picked up one trash bin but turns out it's very heavy so i pushed it from the room like for 4min. & it's when strong cramping & pain started in my belly (like baby's kicks & punches r not enough). I don't know what to do. i learned my lesson to walk slowly around his clutter & not to touch it but i feel sooooo bad. help?!?!