I am so fucking pissed. I am so hurt. I do not know what to fucking do anymore. I am tired of sitting around fucking waiting for him why he is out doing god knows what with god knows who. You want your fucking time then be by your self. I hate being the person who sits around and just waits. You say you love me, you say you want to be with me but not right now. When. So fucking tired....so fucking done. i wanna cry but I wanna beat some shit.