my dog is 15 & on the downward spiral . he's still happy as a clam (: ! just old . and i can't stop but thinking about him dying . i can't even think about it without wanting to burst into tears . and then i think about my 63 alcoholic dad & 53 alcoholic mother and how long they will last . and everytime i think about them passing , i want to burst in tears . i just don't want anyone to die :( i can't accept it and don't want it to ever happen ,and i'm sure everyone feels the same way .
how can i stop making myself so sad about all this :( i try to let go , let god and enjoy the moment but i always start getting upset and getting myself all worked up and have anxiety attacks :(