I am beyond overwhelmed right now and I get no help. I am the only one taking care of a house of 7. Me,dh,4kids.and my dad. Can someone please explain to me why the other 2 adults in the house don't feel like they should help?! It's nor that I mind.doing it but add the rest.of the shit I have going on and its too much. I don't sleep much because I have a 10 month old who has.to be fed every 3hrs 24/7 plus he's.got medical issues that drs can't figure out which means we have at the very least 2dr appts a week. I hurt constantly because I have a messes up knee and a bulging disc/pinched nerve in my back. My 5yr old is a handful. She's.got more attitude than a teenager ans when she doesn't het what she wants she pees on herself. My oldest has an attitude that is like day and night. One moment he's sweet and loving and the next he's pissed and screaming at his brother. Im running on like 4hrs of.sleep.since Friday ams I'm ready to crash and burn. But I have an in home appt this am for my youngest to set up therapy so I can't sit down and relax. I spent all.day yesterday cleaning sonic wouldn't have to do it this am and I wake up to my living room a mess because my dh left crap.in the floor before he went to bed last night and my DD got up before anyone else this am and drug toys out and left them there and the cat tore up.some paper and the bird decided to sling seed all.over the place. Im so tired and I never get a moments peace. I think if I were sleeping or not hurting I could handle things a lot better.
OK. I feel better. Im.sure that sounds like the ramblings.of a crazy.woman since its all jumbled but I had to get it out. Thanks for reading :)