This is what my oldest son who is 20 said to me this morning about my 10 yr old son , who died from lukemia last july. Tomorrow marks the one year anniversary . I told my son i was gonna buy a cake etc . to share with my other children and neighbor kids. My other neighbors said they would make a dish also. I didnt ask , they doing this from the kindness of their hearts. My son threw a hissy fiss, ".he called me a hyprocrite because i never did the same for my 77 yr old mother who passed in 2012. But i explained to him that " my mother was blessed to lived that many years" she lived her life , children , grandchildren, marriage. My 10yr old didnt get a chance to experience life. His life was cut short. So i think its sadder when a child dies. I do miss my mom, but her death makes more sense to me. My 10 yr old i was,expecting him to die so young. I guess my oldest son dont understand?, because he dont have children yet, the incredible love that a mother have for her children. We dont want our children hurt, sick, dead. He want me to pretend this didnt happened, i cant my baby is gone forever, you aint supposed to bury your children. But i am holding up pretty well. Rip garrison.
on Jul. 6, 2013 at 11:26 AM