a friend of mine committed suicide on thursday.
she had 3 kids.
so her funeral is tomorrow, but I'm not going. Not only is it a 3 hour drive, but they are calling her funeral a celebration of life. Im struggling with that... she didn't think her life was worth celebrating.
i didn't know her kids well, so I wont be missed by them... I only feel bad that my other girlfriends are all going ...
am I wrong?