I had been married for 13 years when my husband told me he was moving out and he wanted a divorce. We have 2 small children, 2 and 3, so I never thought that this would happen. Yeah, we had been having problems, but I didn't think they had gotten that bad until one day I found his conversation with another woman on his laptop, 15 years his junior, and then I knew that it was over. I have been so angry at him and I want to hate him so bad, but I just can't seem to do it. He wants to be friends with me because of our kids, but I don't want to be his friend. I don't want anything to do with him anymore. What he did was awful and inexcusable. If that isn't bad enough, now our 3 year old doesn't want anything to do with him. She tells me she is mad at daddy and that she is scared of him. I know he would never do anything to her, but it still makes me wonder sometimes? I don't know, I am just so frustrated that I have been crying all the time for the last 3 months that he has been gone. I don't know what to do, is there anything I can do to make this easier and quit crying?