Being divorced is so hard most of the time. I had to go through the whole divorce court process, I have had to deal with the fact my kids have to go to their dads every other weekend now, I have to deal with him marrying the mistress 30days after our divorce was final, now I have had to deal with finding out she's pregnant with his child. All of this has been extremely difficult for me. I have a full time job so now I am busy and exhausted all the time instead of being the SAHM I used to be I feel like my kids are getting cheated in more ways then 1. I had a part-time job too and now due to the company's financial situation the let go of all their part-time help so that cost me and the kids a couple hundred dollars a month right there. And there are other things that have been difficult during this time that I wont bother to list. Anyway my point is we have stay positive for the kids and keep hope for ourselves that a better tomorrow is coming, but quite frankly I have run out of steam, really I just want to get in bed pull the covers over my head and just hide out from life for awhile. My motto was "fake it till ya make it" but I don't want to fake it anymore.