Watching my 4 year old daughter drive off with her dad today for a few days was the hardest thing ever. Not only because she is not with me but because her father I and our daughter are not together as a family. As I was kissing her good bye in his truck I started to cry. My daughter was like don't cry don't cry mommy it will be okay. And my husband saw me and I tried turning away from him but he tried to pull me in for a hug to find out what was wrong. He told me I could go with them. But it wasn't that. I wanted our family together. I told him to spend this time with our daughter.
I wish things were different I want to stop all this divorce and just get back together. But I know that will never happen. And if it ever did my friends and family will want nothing to do with me. And that hurts the most. My mom has already said she doesn't want to be around him. So this is all just to hard for me. I wish there was a switch to turn off your feeling
on Feb. 28, 2013 at 11:23 PM