Last week was the first time my DSD responded back after I told her I loved her. I have never pushed the issue and let things go in their own time. Well after months of telling her I loved her she finally said it back. That moment made my heart sing. It made all this seem worthwhile. It was awesome. Well on the crest of every high comes the low I guess. The last couple of days her and BM and SS went to visit BM's family. They got back today and as always when BM has had kids for longer than the normal two days she is ready to drop off SD. Fine with us, the more time the better. But after seeing her grandparents and half sister SD comes back and won't even hug me back. God that stings. She was lovey on dad but nothing for me. She usually comes back from BM a little weird but the next day is fine. She is like that with both dad and I. This time just the cold shoulder for me though. Ugh
Not much can be done just a hurtful night.
On a more irritated note BM drops kiddo off during my sister in laws birthday party at parents house. Instead of just dropping kiddo off she comes in to chat about her trip. She just doesn't get that she doesn't have a place there. It pisses me off when she does that. No one will say anything to her either. DH mom won't because she doesn't want to lose time with her grand child. BM will let her stay with grandma on BM time. So in part I get it. I really do. But understanding doesn't make me feel any better. I hate BM and I want to throw a big tantrum sometimes. Like tonight. I won't but I will have a glass of wine and a dose of sulking