First thanks for all the prayers and support! Means a lot! Now our lives today...he's doing great! Still watching for signs but so far so good ya know?! Tonight my husband ss and I were watching tv and he asked out loud if I was his momms now. I didn't even think I said __his name__ your momma is in heaven she's an angel watching over you and you know I'm your Brooke! He has always called me by first name..other than the little momma slips that come out(bed time sick scared ya know). So, he then asked will you be my momma here on earth? My husband who is a mans man ya know army and all sniffled! I some how found enough shit inside me to say "buddy I love you and daddy more than anything" he went back to watching tv. Now, knowing my husband he made a mad dash to the bedroom I waited for a sec and then I followed...he was crying! Ughhh I hate that! But he looked at me and thanked me for everything from being me to who I am to him and ss! It was just an awesome moment not that my husband don't thank me he does it everday! We both have fulltime jobs etc etc plus the family thing. But he asked me if I would adpot ss....I said of course I would but we needed to wait...not that its a me thing or a husband thing..I think its a ss thing...I have taken care of this child even before his mothers passing..(I'm not sure if I can repost a post to let y'all know what the deal was) I love him and I'm not going anywhere I'm just really like hmmm maybe we should wait til he gets older I'm not sure out of the respect for his mommas memeory maybe?! Id do it tomorrow that's not it but would ss want it tomorrow? He's only 8!
on Jun. 29, 2012 at 10:04 PM