I was picking dd and sd up from their after school program. Sd went ti get into the car and saw the car seat. She shut the door to switch sides but slammed it on her finger instead. I thought it was just her backpack or coat so I let her yell at dd dor a sec to open the doorb then I looked back and realized it was hust finger and dd couldn't open the door cuz it was on child locks. I ran around the car to oepn it but it wouldn't open and the passenger door was locked so I had to run to the driversside unlock the door and run back to open. That poor babys finger was black and blue. She cried about her finger the whole ride home. I was shocked however that she didn't start crying about wanting bm until we after about 10mins. She hand seen bm in a month and before that it was 2 months however bm is her go to cry when she is upset or mad. We got home and she wouldn't let me ice or anything only wrap it in a papertowel with tape. She wanted ro call her mom who didn't answer of course. We watched hust favorite show yook some tylonal and when I asked her if she was feeling better she said I just don't understand why my mom isn't calling back after I left her a message. I kissed her and lied saying she's probably busy. She said I feel a little better with u here watching poppers panguins. I was so glad and sad for at three sametime. Glad that after 5 yrs this kid is starting too give me some placev inn her little world. Yet sad cuz I know Asher was hurt but its almost like her moms lack of attention hurt hwr more.
on Feb. 1, 2013 at 10:22 PM