So my bestfriend thinks im jealous of my ex after 4 years of us breaking up. She thinks im only married because I couldnt stand to see my ex with his wife. My bestfriend has always been an open person but for some reason this is bothering me because I do not want my ex or I am not jealous of him. I can admit I never thought in a millions years that I would have a DD and never been married to her father and us being seperated with new spouses in so little time. My dd has never been able to experience nothing with just me her and her father. Its always been either just her dad,my DD, her sm, and their kids and me and dh and my DD. My ex has been married for 3 years, I have been married for 2 and i still feel this way. Why cant I be happy for my ex instead when I hear good things or good things of how well my DD is doing over their it makes me angry and wish that her father did leave my dd as well so My dh can adopt her, I know that it is wrong for me to feel this way because my DD deserves her father but I never wanted to bring her into this world and her parents seperated so quickly before she even was born.
Posted by Anonymous on Apr. 9, 2013 at 7:21 PM