S*** s*** s*** s*** I'm gonna lose my mind!**ETA UPDATE!!!!
MOstof you will probably remember, we started TTC last year, got pregnant right away, and had a long drawn out miscarriage that resulted in me having to have surgery. It was really really hard.
I took my time to heal, we made sure we were mentally okay, and a couple of months ago went ahead and tossed the BC and decided to just "let what will be, be".
I had a positive pregnancy test on Tuesday, got blood drawn to confirm it yesterday. Positive.
I can't get excited yet. I have to wait till tomorrow,get more blood drawn to make sure my levels are doubling like they should. Then I have to have an ultrasound to make sure it's in my uterus this time (last year it was ectopic).
Then, if all looks good, THEN I can get excited.
I'm going to lose my mindby tomorrow morning. I dont know if I want to smile, puke, or cry.
Okay so on friday the stupid lab didnt get the results to my doc, so I had to sit all effin weekend and wait and wait and wait and climb the walls wondering. We FINALLY got the results back. My hcg count is LOW, BUT....
.the test on wednesday was a 12.
Its supposed to roughly double every 48 hours.
Thats GOOD. Its not a solid for sure yet that its viable but its definetely a good sign!!!!!! If its viable im really really really early, so ill be doing another test this coming friday at which point it should be at least 500.
NOW im starting to get excited!!!!!