I'm meeting my SO's son for the first time tonight, they are on their way home right now. They still have another 2 1/2 hours before they get here! So really I don't think I'll be meeting him much since it will be so late. I hope he likes me. I'm concerned because his BMW has 4 other kids now, and I'm expecting our first, and I'm scared he will be resentful since it has always been him and dad. He has already said that he is sleeping in dads bed and dad said that was fine. Well I don't feel comfortable with that AT ALL! And to make matters worse SO has a friend visiting from across country that will be crashing on our couch. So this big old pregnant lady has to sleep on the floor or an air mattress. And with our house being 90 degrees right now, I think I'm in for a rough night. I'm glad I get to meet him and SO gets to have him for the summer but I already feel very pushed out of the way it seems. Sorry this is all over the place I'm just having a lot of anxiety over this summer.
on Jun. 12, 2013 at 11:49 PM