And I'm tires of the emotional roller coaster relationship I have with SD. One day she loves me and the next I don't do things the way mommy does them and she is telling me what Mommy says I need to do in my house.
My 19 month old spends so much time openly missing my SD when she is with her mother. It breaks my heart. She talked to SD on the phone, then whined for the phone and sissy for a half hour or more... And she'll see sissy on the wall and then that's all I hear about and I'm sad because there is nothing I can do.
Uugghh... When does the emotional roller coaster end? When do I get my life back a little bit? When can I stop feeling so frustrated? I just cannot stand being so vulnerable all the time.