So today is the first baseball practice and game for SS. Every week I have a huge wave of dread that takes over my entire body before games. To the point I am so sick to my stomache that I can't eat until the game is over. I am filled with so much stress about what scene BM is going to make that week that I can't even concentrate on SS's games sometimes. The last two seasons BM has been the coach. Last season there were a few incidents and the season before there were a couple. This season hasn't even started and the drama has already begun. She refused to send DH a schedule or any of the parent emails and told him he had to call her to get the information knowing that he won't call her because she usually just wants to yell at him and make sure there is no written documentation of it for court or that her lawyer could get it thrown out if he records the conversation. So I suggested DH just email the league director and ask for a schedule which he did and the league director has been sending him emails about everything so no big deal.
I can feel the tension building because she hasn't exploded in about a month. My nerves are just totally frayed going into another sport season. Weeks and weeks of having to see her every Saturday. I feel bad for not going because SS gets really sad and asks me why I wasn't there and will I please come to the next one and I have no idea how to tell him no I can't be there.
Any suggestions about how to get through another season?
**edit** Just found out that BM isn't going to be at this weeks game. Relieved.